
Eventually I found it in the baby section – where, for the record, they sell baby food, soap, pacifiers, and not actual babies – which was interestingly next to the “diet” section. I think that most adult women know this section well. At one time or another, we’ve all lingered there. Nutrition bars? Shakes? Meal suppressants? At other points in my life I would have slowed my roll when I got to this section, looking at the boxes with their shiny claims and dramatic results, considering trying some magic potion.
Today, I pushed my thinner, stronger shoulders back, stood a little taller in my three sizes smaller pants, and kept walking. I did this with hard work and the support of the Mamavation Sistahs, and it felt good. I’ve stopped believing that some magic potion would give me that jump start I needed or get me to the next smaller size, that next number on the scale. I’ve learned that I can do this with time and work, accountability, support of the people around me.
It was great to walk down that aisle with a new point of view.